…And endorphins are not helping. I was riding the stationary bike and just got bluer and bluer…
I’m depressed that I’m injured.
Depressed that I haven’t run for a week and it feels like I won’t be running this week either.
Depressed that the first meet is on Tuesday.
Depressed because I am completely burned out with school.
Depressed by AP tests, IB tests, music federation, youth group, not getting enough sleep, wanting to be normal, never ending homework, practicing with the accompanist, my birthday, choosing a college, the SAT, the ACT.
I know that other people have much bigger issues than I do, but I am so tired of feeling anxious and stressed out all the time.